Yesterday was so good, so why is today so bad? Fucked up my driving in the morning, slept that off, Sat around waiting for you for like 2+ hours? Finally gave up waiting and asked if we were gonna meet today. After damn long you replied and said maybe later, asking if I need to study or what. You have no idea how much I despise waiting around for you, when there isn't a set time. And you have no idea how tired I am of your "Maybe"s and "I'll get back to you"s and "I'll let you know"s. So I just told you that I think we should just forget meeting today, anyway its probably already too late to get the ingredients we need.
I figure that if you really know me, like you say, and care that much about me, that you'll pick up on my mood and ask if I'm okay or come check on me or something. But I bet that if he's with you now, you'll just ignore whatever it is with me and stay with him. So that just leaves me and my stupidity. Well done Char.
Oh don't mind me, its just a fucked up day today. (:
Rooster - Staring At The Sun
Daylight on my shoulder Makes me feel alive You kept me standing in your shadow And it's a cold cold place to hide
I'm running away from this messed up place I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun Can't stand the way you burn my eyes so I can't see Stealing every breath I breathe You push me into overdrive And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done You took everything while I was staring at the sun
I know you won't let me But just turn and walk away I'm tired of when you kick me around Trying to kill my dreams and break me down But I won't hang around
I'm running away from this messed up place I'm breaking free, yeah yeah
I'm tired of staring at the sun Can't stand the way you burn my eyes so I can't see Stealing every breath I breathe You push me into overdrive And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done You took everything while I was staring at the sun I was staring at the sun
Daylight on my shoulder I know its time to run Yes I know its time to run
I'm tired of staring at the sun Can't stand the way you burn my eyes so I can't see Stealing every breath I breathe (stealing every breath I breathe) You push me into overdrive And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done You took everything while I was staring at the sun Yeah, yeah staring at the sun You took everything while I was staring at the sun
