I just realised that April ends today, and May starts tomorrow.
Caleb and Mel are currently planning my surprise whatever.
Is it still a surprise if you already know there'll be a suprise?
Or maybe you could still be surprised by the type of surprise?
Ah well, I don't really care for some reason.
Maybe its cause the exams are in a month, 4 weeks away.
Maybe its cause again, I don't have anyone special to spend a special day with.
Maybe its cause almost all the people and animals that matter won't be around.
My baby for one, I always spend time with her on special days and occasions.
The FCC for another, who's always been there no matter what I throw at them.
My parents, who complain I spend too much time with friends, but still go out of their way for me.
This's my first birthday spent away from home, with people I've only known for what, 3 months?
Its not that I don't love them.. Its just...
I wish that the people and animals that matter could be here.
Just this once.
Anyway, this song just made me really really happy. (:
I love the 90s.
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I've only got 4 weeks left till the final exams and 3 weeks left till my Biomed Physio and the Court Case presentations are due.
Its been one hell of a long weekend, today being Anzac Day and all.
Friday night was mahjong till 4am, Saturday afternoon was spent in Freo chilling with good friends.
Dinnered at Caleb's, then Mel and I had to rush to get ready to head down to Metro City for Joanna's birthday celebration.
Met Christine on the train then went to The Deen with her and her friends first before Mel came and we went to Metro City.
Don't know how much I actually drank, but I spent about AU$200 and got piss drunk.
Didn't remember some bits of the last part of the night.
I remember being at the bar alot and drinking, and dancing and drinking.
Heard I got escorted out by some bouncers cause I think I fell asleep under a table or something.
It was kinda scary, but one hell of an experience.
I was lucky that people were watching out for me.
Thanks you, I owe you big time.
Happy Birthday Jo. (:
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I got piss ass drunk last night at Metro, woke up this morning and realised that I couldn't remember some parts of the night, didn't know what I did, what I said, what happened to me.
It was pretty scary, but I had a hell of a time last night.
(:
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I am back down under and quite an emotionally changed person compared to when I left for home.
Those 10 days away from her made me realise that there was no point in developing feelings for her, cause out of all the people that already like her, I'm the least suitable candidate and it would just be a waste of my time and my emotions if I liked her.
That break from seeing her everyday also made me realise that I treasure my friendship with her more than I treasure my feelings for her.
Hence, no more crush! Woo!
I dare say that I treat her as just a good friend now.
Thank God that's over and done with.
(:
When I landed on Sunday, Mel was there to pick me up and we both went for a joyride.
She had stuff to tell me that I can't post here, about her guy problems so I listened.
We ended up walking around Freo, then heading back to Myraee for dinner.
I spent the evening/night doing my Mechanism of Disease Grant Sypnosis that was due on Monday at 4.30pm.
Finished it in less that 3 hours and rewarded myself with the latest episode of Bones.
I spent the morning of yesterday sleeping, woke up to read a not-so-nice email.
Went to lecture in the afternoon and got groceries after that, then did a bit of work before heading back to the SV for dinner at Caleb's.
Fried the chicken and sotong balls and made some cookies from old dough.
At dinner, I found out that Hazel and Ruth are two people that I can count on.
I was gonna get backstabbed by these two Caucasian girls in our MechD group(the rest are all Singaporeans who I know) cause I've yet to contribute to our project, but both Hazel and Ruth actually stood up and defended me.
Hazel told the group that I would get things done, but RP students do things last minute.
And Ruth defended me saying that I would do my part in the presentations.
I was so touched when I heard that the both of them, who I dare say I don't really know that well, stood up for me and trusted that I wouldn't let them down.
I really did not contribute anything but yet they stood up for me.
Gawd, till today, I'm still really moved by their actions.
Came home around 9+ to find out that the gate was fucked up.
I got locked out of my house!
Climbed the wall outside my house to get into the backyard, then I climbed another gate to get to where we hung our clothes to dry.
Managed to get all the outer doors unlocked, but the inner ones were all locked from the inside!
I even tried picking the locks with a hanger and that credit card trick to try to get the doors open.
Bloody frustrating I tell you.
It was like 10.30 when I decided to take the train to Mel's to crash for the night, cause my housemate said she'd only be back around 11.30pm.
My housemate finally got home after midnight and she called to say her keys didn't work either so she made a small hole in the meshing in our gate to get that fucked up gate to open.
Irritating house I tell you.
Got dropped off at home in the morning then snoozed till noon.
Got up, finished the Mechanisms of Disease slide that I'm supposed to do and rewarded myself with an episode of Gossip Girl.
Had lunch and was supposed to go to school to study with Caleb, but he has to meet his sister who's flown over to visit him till Sunday.
I'll get to meet her tonight during dinner.
Wonder if she's like him.
Its 3.42pm and I'm waiting for Sylvia to reply to tell me if she's gonna study with me later or not.
Its time for Bones methinks.
Trapt - Only One In Color
I've been searchin all my life, I used to be so color blind
You opened up my eyes
Do you want to share your dreams, see a different side of me
You're everything I need
I like it when you think out loud
The things you say when you know, there is no one else around
I can dig my own graves now
But will you smile every time I try to crawl my way out
There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color
You know when to set that mood, you can light up any room
Just by the way you move
the only one who understands what I've given you you've given back
Come on and take my hand
I like it when you think out loud
The things you say when you know, there is no one else around
I can dig my own graves now
But will you smile every time I try to crawl my way out
There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color
You turned an old world upside down
You would've come when I was so tightly wound
And so full of doubt
I'll never tell you that two's a crowd
I know I can't get through without,
Ever needing you around
There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white and you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color
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Its 4.22am in the morning and I'm still up.
This is the day I fly back to Perth for another couple of months before I can come home again.
I'm up not cause I can't sleep, its cause I'm distracted by the new iPod Nano my cousins and aunties got for me for my 21st!
And my cousin got me the ultra cool hardcase skin also!
It looks something like this.
Like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG la..
I couldn't believe it when my cousin gave it to me.
Like, I was so gonna wait for the June IT fair to get a better deal lah.
But this is so damn awesome also! <33333
Its now syncing my kickass playlist and when its done, I'm gonna go sleep on my oh-so-comfortable bed for about an hour before I'll have to get up and get my ass down to the airport to have breakfast and wait for my 9.30am flight.
I'll probably land around 3pm in Perth where Melly's picking me up.
Well, at least I don't have to take the cab back to my place.
(:
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GAAH!
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The jack on my guitar is spoilt again! SHIT!
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Thinking about the upcoming non-teaching week next week, I wonder if not being around you will affect me positively or negatively.
I wonder
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20th April, Week 10
Mechanisms Of Disease individual assignment, "Grant Sypnosis".
Mechanisms Of Disease presentation slides due.
23rd April, Week 10
Mechanisms Of Disease group presentation. Slide 30.
1st May, Week 11
Biomedical Physiology presentation slides due,
- Clinical symptoms of whatever
- Current procedure for Anetenatal treatement with Corticosteroids in premature births.
Bodies Of Evidence Court presentation due.
15th/19th May, Week 14/15
Biomedical Physiology group presentation.
Bodies Of Evidence Court presentation final editting.
26th May, Week 16
Bodies Of Evidence, Court Case presentation.
This is already Week 8, and I've done nothing yet.
Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.
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The weekend passed by in yet another bout of gambling.
Headed down to the City with Caleb Nicole and Michelle to destress via window shopping on Friday.
Bought this for Mel cause I thought she was really angry at me. (She didn't talk to me the entire morning and afternoon.)
Went to the ulu pandan Crumpler shop and watched Caleb and Nicole buy themselves new AU100++ bags.
Then we went to walk around and stoned.
Had dinner at the Penang resturant in Northbridge then headed home just as it was getting dark.
Took a nap then went for an impromptu supper thing with Sylvia and Jeremy at Myraee's Macs.
Met Victor and 2 other OCFers there.
Mel came to join us, then the two of us headed down to the SV for DOTA and poker night.
I was actually starting to enjoy myself but Mel was damn bored and Nelson was damn emo, and I was sitting right in the middle.
Was damn reluctant to go out on the balcony to listen to Nelson emo but in the end I figured he was more important than poker and fun.
Emoed awhile then Mel suggested we drive to my place to grab more alcohol so we did.
Brought a 6 pack back then we chilled for another 15minutes before heading home early. (1.30ish am)
Managed to get up at 9.15am to get ready for dim sum lunch with Caleb, Nicole, Natasha, Michelle, Hazel, Ruth, Janesa and a few others.
Met them at Murdoch station around 11am and the 10 of us headed to Dragon Palace to makan.
Went to Harbourtown to help Janesa look for a semi-formal dress.
Refrained from buying anything cause I'm down to my last AU$100.
Mel called in the late afternoon asking if we wanted to have dinner at Taka in the City, the rest were okay with it so we all went there.
Met Mel, Peihan and Denise and the whole bunch of us walked to Taka, cept Denise who had to go.
Makaned then Pei gave Mel and I a lift to Mel's place where I fell half-asleep on the couch while waiting for her to shower and her hair to dry.
Then we drove to buy beer, Strongbow Sweet and Becks, and snacks, M&Ms Malteasers and Doritos, before heading to Sylvia's for mahjong.
Watched them play, learnt abit more and drank at least like 4 bottles of beer.
They ended pretty early last night (2+am) and I decided to crash on Mel's couch instead of Sylvia's floor.
Got up at 8.15am and left her place around 8.30am.
Only realised that I forgot to take my camera from her bag(again) after I closed the main door.
Didn't really feel like coming home so I went to explore Subiaco's and Fremantle's markets on my own.
Got back before noon, made myself lunch and took a good long 4 hour+ nap.
Gotta get some studying done now before I sleep tonight.
I really don't wanna have to ask my parents to pay for another semester of school.
Why can't we just win the lotto or some crazily large amount of money?
Things'd be sooooo much easier then.
I think I will miss you like fuck during week 9. Hope you take good care of yourself and please stay safe. And hopefully, just maybe, you'll miss me too.
There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white
You are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide
I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color
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This is my 100th post on this blog.
And I'm posting about school.. Hahaha..
Flunked one mid-sem so far, probably flunked the other flunkable one today.
Shit.
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Its yet another sleepless night for me.
Damn that 2 hour nap I took in the afternoon.
Its 5.20am now and I got past the hunger stage.
I miss MOS's HipHop/R&B room and clubbing with the crazy people at home.
I miss my two kids at home, wonder if my baby's doing okay.
I miss my favourite boy at work, and the two white kids, and that crazy woman, Paris and the two red boys.
I miss my parents, my dad's "Ask your mom."s and my mum's bloody awesome cooking.
I miss the suppers, the Jalan Kayus, the Gardens outings, the Bukit Timah pratas, the Thompson dim sums.
I miss the late nights, the chillouts, just doing nothing but being with the people that matter.
I miss spending time with her, miss the times when its just me and her.
Why does she have to be so friggin awesome and nice and smart and rich and everything good?
Someone please point out a major flaw to me, it'd be so much easier that way.
I'm not emo.. I'm just listing out the stuff that's on my mind.
Makes sense?
I wanna go clubbing!
Wide awake but I'm freezing in the cold of the night.
It'll be morning soon.
Wonder if I should see you today.
Butch Walker - Mixtape
You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind I'm sleeping next to you.
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know
But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
You talk to him, and it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me, but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know
'Cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish that there was more than that
About me and you
About me and you
(Oh) don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah, it crushes my head when you call me your friend
And I'm not the same person from back in the day
In the back of the class that you thought was gay
No, I can't find the words 'cause I lost them the minute
They fell out my mouth and it's love and I'm in it
So give me your lips and just let me kiss 'em
And let's get messed up and listen to probably
The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
About me and you
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lunar. says:
LOL
i have a postit on my laptop that says "note to self: it's april fools day"
because i'm far too gullible
hahahahha
if and maybes. says:
HAHA
shit
well, one down
three more to go
lunar. says:
LOL
GO FORTH SPREAD THE LIE
if and maybes. says:
HAHAHA
but i cunt!
lunar. says:
i'll pay you $2 for anyone in FCC you manage to trick
if and maybes. says:
nuuuuuuzz
holy shit
you serious?
i'm gonna call them now with my sg number
lunar. says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA
YEA
if and maybes. says:
okay
lunar. says:
LOL
SO FUNNY <3 <3
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My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side
Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything, we can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems, you're only in my dreams.
Happy April Fool's Char.. Again.
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