Saturday, November 7, 2009

Okay, I've just told you that I think we need to talk.
Now I've gotta figure out what I can tell you and what I should shut up about.
Needta organise my thoughts too, lest I leave something out.
So I'm gonna tell you that,

I get sian sometimes when we make plans, then you hesitate, but when he calls, you jump and run towards him, leaving me God knows where.
And I get sian sometimes when you say okay we'll do this, and you'll get back to me later, and I'm just waiting around for you to get back to me and you only do so after you're done going out with him
I think I should call you out less, cause I think that if you want to see me, you'll let me know.

I know we're close, and I know that you tell me almost everything,
But there're some things about me that I will never tell you, that you will never know about.
Isn't that why we're friends? To find out more about each other?
Even so, I'm not that simple a person, you can't know me for 3 months and then say that you know how I am, and that I'm not like that usually.

You say my mood affects yours, so it must only be logical that your mood would affect mine too right?
And even though I think our moods affect one another, we should still be honest about them and not just put on a fake smile and pretend to enjoy ourselves cause we don't wanna impose on others.


Okay.. Think those 3 points should be good enough for now.
Let's see how it goes tonight.

And the time you said that this is forever..