Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I am back down under and quite an emotionally changed person compared to when I left for home.

Those 10 days away from her made me realise that there was no point in developing feelings for her, cause out of all the people that already like her, I'm the least suitable candidate and it would just be a waste of my time and my emotions if I liked her.
That break from seeing her everyday also made me realise that I treasure my friendship with her more than I treasure my feelings for her.
Hence, no more crush! Woo!
I dare say that I treat her as just a good friend now.
Thank God that's over and done with.
(:

When I landed on Sunday, Mel was there to pick me up and we both went for a joyride.
She had stuff to tell me that I can't post here, about her guy problems so I listened.
We ended up walking around Freo, then heading back to Myraee for dinner.
I spent the evening/night doing my Mechanism of Disease Grant Sypnosis that was due on Monday at 4.30pm.
Finished it in less that 3 hours and rewarded myself with the latest episode of Bones.

I spent the morning of yesterday sleeping, woke up to read a not-so-nice email.
Went to lecture in the afternoon and got groceries after that, then did a bit of work before heading back to the SV for dinner at Caleb's.
Fried the chicken and sotong balls and made some cookies from old dough.

At dinner, I found out that Hazel and Ruth are two people that I can count on.
I was gonna get backstabbed by these two Caucasian girls in our MechD group(the rest are all Singaporeans who I know) cause I've yet to contribute to our project, but both Hazel and Ruth actually stood up and defended me.
Hazel told the group that I would get things done, but RP students do things last minute.
And Ruth defended me saying that I would do my part in the presentations.
I was so touched when I heard that the both of them, who I dare say I don't really know that well, stood up for me and trusted that I wouldn't let them down.
I really did not contribute anything but yet they stood up for me.
Gawd, till today, I'm still really moved by their actions.

Came home around 9+ to find out that the gate was fucked up.
I got locked out of my house!
Climbed the wall outside my house to get into the backyard, then I climbed another gate to get to where we hung our clothes to dry.
Managed to get all the outer doors unlocked, but the inner ones were all locked from the inside!
I even tried picking the locks with a hanger and that credit card trick to try to get the doors open.
Bloody frustrating I tell you.
It was like 10.30 when I decided to take the train to Mel's to crash for the night, cause my housemate said she'd only be back around 11.30pm.
My housemate finally got home after midnight and she called to say her keys didn't work either so she made a small hole in the meshing in our gate to get that fucked up gate to open.
Irritating house I tell you.

Got dropped off at home in the morning then snoozed till noon.
Got up, finished the Mechanisms of Disease slide that I'm supposed to do and rewarded myself with an episode of Gossip Girl.
Had lunch and was supposed to go to school to study with Caleb, but he has to meet his sister who's flown over to visit him till Sunday.
I'll get to meet her tonight during dinner.
Wonder if she's like him.
Its 3.42pm and I'm waiting for Sylvia to reply to tell me if she's gonna study with me later or not.
Its time for Bones methinks.


Trapt - Only One In Color

I've been searchin all my life, I used to be so color blind
You opened up my eyes
Do you want to share your dreams, see a different side of me
You're everything I need

I like it when you think out loud
The things you say when you know, there is no one else around
I can dig my own graves now
But will you smile every time I try to crawl my way out

There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color

You know when to set that mood, you can light up any room
Just by the way you move
the only one who understands what I've given you you've given back
Come on and take my hand

I like it when you think out loud
The things you say when you know, there is no one else around
I can dig my own graves now
But will you smile every time I try to crawl my way out

There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color

You turned an old world upside down
You would've come when I was so tightly wound
And so full of doubt
I'll never tell you that two's a crowd
I know I can't get through without,
Ever needing you around

There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered

There is no one like you
And in a world of black and white and you are the only one in color
There is no one like you
Into history I slide, I want you to keep it all uncovered
You are the only one in color

And the time you said that this is forever..