Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Yes its been a long time since I updated.
In my defence I've been busy getting ready for Perth and then being in Perth and now settling down in Perth.

Staying with a Singaporean vegetarian lady and her 5-year-old daughter.
They don't eat meat.
They're nice and are thinking of adopting a kitten(that would really help relieve some stress).
I've got a baby pink room.
Still settling in/down, getting stuff for the room and etc.

I've been really busy this week, wake up early to settle my orientation and units and stuff at school then meet people afterwards and come back after 7pm.
Its still bright out at 7pm but in winter its dark by 6pm.
The walk in to my place is very dark and quite quiet so its scary.

I'm really ticked off today and therefore need to rant.
My timetable is so fucking screwed up.
I have school every damn day, but that's not too bad if I get a good block everyday.
But I have:
Monday: 10.30am-11.30am
Tuesday: 1.30pm-6.30pm
Wednesday: 12.30pm-1.30pm, FOUR HOUR BREAK, then 5.30pm-7.30pm
Thursday: 10.30am-12.30pm, FIVE HOUR BREAK, then 5.30pm-7.30pm
Friday: 11.30am-5.30pm

WHAT THE FUCK LA!
FUCKING 4 and 5 hour breaks! And the fucking long day on a FRIDAY!
And come winter the days will get shorter! I really don't want to walk home when its dark, its really damn creepy.
Fucking pissed la.
Must be cause of that fucking double major and 1 minor shit.
Fuck man, now I'm seriously reconsidering doing a double major and minor.
Fucking lifeless timetable.
And in between classes, I'll probably have to RUN from one location to another, and campus isn't THAT SMALL.

I forsee myself being one of those no-I-can't-go-out-I-have-to-study/I-have-class-in-the-morning/got-no-friends-all-I-do-is-study people.
And I really don't wanna be that person.
I seriously don't know what to do.
I could go ahead with this double degree and minor and have like 2 degrees at the end of 18months, or I can just cut it down to 1 degree and enjoy myself proper.
Even my parents are worried I won't do well and flunk or some shit.
How how how? I'm really getting quite stressed up about this.
Please feel free to pen your thoughts and suggestions on the tagboard.
Only sensible ones please, or else don't blame me if I tear you a new asshole.

And the time you said that this is forever..