Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I never thought that there'd come a day where there would be some things that I wouldn't be able to say directly here, the outlet that only my close friends know about.
This feeling is very new, and very awkward.
Maybe I should just go all out and say it, but it may hurt some people that I know and care about.
But then again, that's the whole point of having a blog isn't it?
Well, not the hurting part, but the outlet bit, to let all your feelings out.
It sucks to feel this conflicted, to be torn between two things that you love, or rather, two groups of people that you love, wondering which you should love more.
Its also just very, very sad.

Well, that aside, I had a pretty blessed family-oriented birthday.
Glad to know that my idea of good food matches up to my dad's standards, and my mom's and aunt's.


Time to buck up, get a job, and start saving for November.
Cage diving, here I come.

And the time you said that this is forever..