It seems that every time I try to look on the bright side, something always happens and brings me crashing back down to earth, hard.
And I find myself back to where I was before.
Its nice talking to you again, after so long, hearing you rant to me cause you say its "habitual".
Oh well, what's done is done.
What's screwed is screwed over.
Dunno if I'm getting a fever or just am feeling warm because of what's been going on.
Well, I'm off to take a cold cold shower now, and try to get numb again.
Boys Like Girls - Broken Man
I want to scream,
Until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep,
So I don't have to make a bad impression
I need to start to be myself,
'Cause I'm sick of everybody else
I won't let you bring me down,
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again,
But I will stand, a broken man
I wanna run,
But only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done ,
But I guess you were better off without me
I need to start to be myself,
Because I'm sick of everybody else
I won't let you bring me down,
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again,
But I will stand, a broken man
I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late, you never got your story straight
I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate
I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late, you never got your story straight
I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate
I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late, you never got your story straight
I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate
I won't let you bring me down,
It's here and now, I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again,
But I will stand, a broken man
I won't let you bring me down (I took one big step and I looked away)
It's here and now, I'm breaking out (and I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late, you never got your story straight
I'm always up late, I think I'm everything you hate)
I will learn to love again (I took one big step and I looked away)
But I will stand a broken man (And I thought of all the things that I wanted to say,
I'm always too late)