Monday, October 15, 2007

I stayed home today in order to get my PP poster done, but its already 4.30pm and all I've done so far is the title.
The sky's so damn grey, a reflection of me.
Now, bring on the rain.

Its funny how, I'm supposed to be over you, but I still think of you each and every day.
Its funny how, I can think of absurdly sweet lines, but couldn't come up with the words to make you stay.
Its funny how, I can make the world laugh at me, but can't make you grace me with a smile.
Its funny how, I'd cringe at walking the 5 minutes to the mall, but for you I'd run a mile.
Its funny how, songs you've mentioned seem stuck in my head, but I don't figure out their meanings till 3 months later.
Its funny how, I can't cook at all, but for you I'd play doorkeeper, attendant, chef and waiter.
Its funny how, I still grin like a lunatic at your antics, but you'd never notice any of mine.
Its funny how, I still care so much about you, even after all this time.
Its funny how, I can't let some things people do go, but I'll forgive you for everything you've done.
Its funny how, when I was with you, even though I utterly lost, I felt better than if I had won.
Its funny how, so many little things can remind me of you, when I forget everyone else.
Its funny how, I think I love you, way more than I love myself.
I wish I didn't care.



And we were picture perfect, there just wasn't any film to make us last.

And the time you said that this is forever..