Thursday, October 11, 2007

I hate the way the feelings catch up with me,
When I thought I've left them for apathy.

I hate the way I fall and scream your name out loud,
But you'll never hear the words.
I hate the way my heart aches and bleeds,
Telling you about it seems so absurd.
I hate the way I still cling to hope,
Don't know why you're such an addiction.
I hate how I can't forget you, however hard I try,
Something ordinary will somehow spark friction.
I hate how thoughts of you still bring tears to my eyes,
I can't stand to see him with you.
I'm still regretting the mistake I made long ago,
Somehow, the memories still manage to break my heart in two.

I hate the way the feelings catch up with me,
When I thought I've already left them for apathy.

- Joshua William Conner

And the time you said that this is forever..